Mental Illness and Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Affects on Memory by James Pate Williams, Jr., BA, BS, MSwE, PhD

I was mentally ill as well as having post traumatic stress disorder while I was in Pathways Center Second Season from June 12, 2019 until October 17, 2019, a span of 127 days. You would think that an individual under great sickness and stress would block out all memory of events. I remember a lot of the information that the staff members shared with me. For their privacy I will not reveal their names nor current workplaces nor their roles at Second Season. I will elucidate the info as follows. It is obvious that a lot of the time the staff were treating me as fellow human being instead of always using behavioral modification or B. F. Skinner methods.

Female Staffer 1

  1. Dog bite scars on her right arm, due to her saving a son from a pit bull attack. The owner of the pit bull was her friend and had the canine put to eternal sleep
  2. She has two sons, one 20 and one 25 in 2019
  3. She had Lasik surgery on her blue (?) eyes
  4. She can fire and take care of her Glock 9 mm x 19 mm Luger semi-automatic pistol. She showed a picture on her iPhone of the rifling of the barrel. Also, one of her sons has a similar caliber pistol made from metal. She showed me the rifling of that barrel, too.
  5. She had a $200 hair coloring and cut and nicely, freshly manicured nails during the late summer.
  6. She would sometimes bite her nails while we were conversing. Her excuse was hang-nails.
  7. I believe in September, she and her sons took a Caribbean cruise for a week
  8. She received flowers at her work sometime in October, probably from someone she is or was dating or now married to the admirer
  9. In 2019 she moved a new location and one of the social technicians and a friend of hers helped.
  10. She would calm me down by taking me out on one of the two side porches (verandas) and allowing me to listen to music on her iPhone or showing me historical military history info. When I was on the large side porch side, we looked up the Battle of Jutland in 1916 and the British large naval base at Scapa Floe, Scotland. She stated she would like to visit the location. She also showed me some seaside cliffs in Ireland and she wants to go to Ireland also.
  11. She told me she received a divorce in 2018 due to cheating by her former husband
  12. She showed me molecular structures of some of the drugs that were forcefully injected into me.
  13. She is totally devoted to two sons.
  14. The last thing she did on October 17, was to hug me and ask me not to forget the staff while I was being arrested and taken back to jail by an armed deputy.
  15. I talked by another staffer’s smartphone to her on November 27, 2019 and she stated she was working with autistic kids and therefore there could be no cussing
  16. On October 16 or 17, 2019, she used a mop to clean up the urine left by an inmate in a hallway.
  17. She told me that she drives or drove a Ford Edge Sport Utility Vehicle. When she stated that we were on the new side’s large porch and looking at a garnet or red Ford Edge with dual exhaust pipes.
  18. She was double jointed in at least her fingers and an excellent typist. I watched her type on computer keyboard like she was playing a piano.
  19. She had what looked like a left deviated septum. It could have been caused by birth defect or someone slugged her. However, take this with the caveat, I am not medical doctor and plastic surgeon specializing in rhinoplasty. She refused to answer my query about her nose, but that slight imperfection makes her more beautiful and human.
  20. Etc. for a later time

Male Staffer 1

  1. Believes himself to be an alpha male and as such that he is superior to other males.
  2. Has a son that loves very much and probably correctly guided his son.
  3. Was taking testosterone and steroids to keep up with other males.
  4. Owned and wore quite a few awfully expensive watches.
  5. Owned some gold-plated baseball cards that were a gift from his mother. He brought the cards for a show and tell with the inmates of Second Season
  6. He is a pretty decent barber.
  7. Sometimes he appears to genuinely care about people and can empathize with the inmates.
  8. Etc. For a later time

Since I grow weary of this task, I will finish it at another time.

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Author: jamespatewilliamsjr

My whole legal name is James Pate Williams, Jr. I was born in LaGrange, Georgia approximately 70 years ago. I barely graduated from LaGrange High School with low marks in June 1971. Later in June 1979, I graduated from LaGrange College with a Bachelor of Arts in Chemistry with a little over a 3 out 4 Grade Point Average (GPA). In the Spring Quarter of 1978, I taught myself how to program a Texas Instruments desktop programmable calculator and in the Summer Quarter of 1978 I taught myself Dayton BASIC (Beginner's All-purpose Symbolic Instruction Code) on LaGrange College's Data General Eclipse minicomputer. I took courses in BASIC in the Fall Quarter of 1978 and FORTRAN IV (Formula Translator IV) in the Winter Quarter of 1979. Professor Kenneth Cooper, a genius poly-scientist taught me a course in the Intel 8085 microprocessor architecture and assembly and machine language. We would hand assemble our programs and insert the resulting machine code into our crude wooden box computer which was designed and built by Professor Cooper. From 1990 to 1994 I earned a Bachelor of Science in Computer Science from LaGrange College. I had a 4 out of 4 GPA in the period 1990 to 1994. I took courses in C, COBOL, and Pascal during my BS work. After graduating from LaGrange College a second time in May 1994, I taught myself C++. In December 1995, I started using the Internet and taught myself client-server programming. I created a website in 1997 which had C and C# implementations of algorithms from the "Handbook of Applied Cryptography" by Alfred J. Menezes, et. al., and some other cryptography and number theory textbooks and treatises.

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