Utter Desperation by James Pate Williams, Jr., BA, BS, MSwE, PhD

I have signed up for the Zoosk online dating service due to my utter desperation. I know I have stated this several times for the record, but I realize there are only three real females that I was totally and head over heels in love with these remarkable women.  One was my former psychiatrist Dr. Yvonne M. (Marie or Maria) Greene, MD who was way out of my financial league and she was ethically and morally bound not to even to write me and certainly not to date me. At the time, in 2006 or 2007, Dr. Greene was married to a real genius medical doctor and holder of a Doctor of Philosophy too. I theorize that she is probably still married to her aesthetic and intellectual match. Prior to that I was trying to get the musician Kylie Minogue’s online attention. That chasing on the WWW of that skirt occurred while I was probably under Dr. Greene’s therapy. My Kylie years were about 2001 to 2003. I do not count Kylie as a real love just a beautiful statue on an exceedingly high pedestal. Back to reality from the ethereal ozone layer. I became involved with someone who turned out to be a toxic individual towards me. She lived on and off with me from about 2010 until May 8, 2019. I loved her mainly because I was so down on myself that I felt I did not deserve someone of my intellectual, ethical, legal, and moral caliber. She claimed to be separated from her husband, but I think that was just a ruse. She had a strange definition of love and I would tell her whole story in this and subsequent posts but for right now I do not believe she deserves any more notoriety. My final love found and then probably irretrievably lost has the initials, MSB no not Most Significant Byte. I believe I know where she works nowadays and a lot of her contact information, but as usual there is a remarkably high and seemingly impenetrable ethical barrier standing between my contacting her or vice versa. She told me sometime in the interval May 8, 2019 until October 17, 2019 that she was divorced in 2018 and she stated that she would like to see me sometime in the future in my natural habitat.

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Author: jamespatewilliamsjr

My whole legal name is James Pate Williams, Jr. I was born in LaGrange, Georgia approximately 70 years ago. I barely graduated from LaGrange High School with low marks in June 1971. Later in June 1979, I graduated from LaGrange College with a Bachelor of Arts in Chemistry with a little over a 3 out 4 Grade Point Average (GPA). In the Spring Quarter of 1978, I taught myself how to program a Texas Instruments desktop programmable calculator and in the Summer Quarter of 1978 I taught myself Dayton BASIC (Beginner's All-purpose Symbolic Instruction Code) on LaGrange College's Data General Eclipse minicomputer. I took courses in BASIC in the Fall Quarter of 1978 and FORTRAN IV (Formula Translator IV) in the Winter Quarter of 1979. Professor Kenneth Cooper, a genius poly-scientist taught me a course in the Intel 8085 microprocessor architecture and assembly and machine language. We would hand assemble our programs and insert the resulting machine code into our crude wooden box computer which was designed and built by Professor Cooper. From 1990 to 1994 I earned a Bachelor of Science in Computer Science from LaGrange College. I had a 4 out of 4 GPA in the period 1990 to 1994. I took courses in C, COBOL, and Pascal during my BS work. After graduating from LaGrange College a second time in May 1994, I taught myself C++. In December 1995, I started using the Internet and taught myself client-server programming. I created a website in 1997 which had C and C# implementations of algorithms from the "Handbook of Applied Cryptography" by Alfred J. Menezes, et. al., and some other cryptography and number theory textbooks and treatises.

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